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30 April 2017

Tying the knot!

Assalamualaikum


Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Itu sahaja lah yang pertamanya melintasi hati ini di saat mendengarkan dengan tenangnya, sang suami melafazkan akad. Alhamdulillah yaAllah, akhirnya diri ini sah menjadi isteri kepada Mohammad Safuan Arif dengan sekali lafaz. Bersaksikan keluarga, saudara mara dan rakan-rakan, kami telah disatukan jua dengan ikatan halal ini pada 1 April 2017. 




Perasaan bercampur baur datang silih berganti. Tak percaya rupa-rupanya telah bergelar isteri, kepada lelaki yang sangat dicintai sepenuh hati. Terima kasih tuhanku, untuk nikmat dan kebahagiaan ini.


Benarlah, jodoh petemuan ajal maut segalanya telah ditulis dengan sempurna olehNya. Yang paling utama, berdoalah. InsyaAllah, semuanya akan dipermudahkan. Syukur alhamdulillah kami betul-betul dipermudahkan. Nanti lah kita share ya semua preps, dos and don'ts. Tapi spoiler alert, awal-awal je korang akan semangat sangat pasal preps ni. Bila dah betul-betul tengah prepare, hari-hari berdoa yaAllah cepatlah majlis, biar habis semua ni. Malas dah fikir bhahaha. 
Eh ke tu budak ni je yang rasa?

08 January 2017

selamat 25, kekasih.




Dia mulai 25 hari ini,


Tuhanku,
Kau panjangkanlah umurnya
untuk dia menjadi teman dalam hidupku selama dia mampu,
Kau jadikanlah pertambahan usianya
pertambahan yang bukan sia-sia,
Kau kenalkanlah kepada dia bahagia
yang belum pernah dia rasa,
Kau berjayakanlah dia sebagaimana
yang dia selalu cita,



Kerana dia, bukan siapa-siapa
Tetapi dia nyawa.






Lana

11 November 2016

 
Em so you see.. What brings me here after like a year I'm off from this blogging thing. But for this time around, everything fails to distract me from not coming here 

 I am unable to describe exactly what is the matter with me; now and then there are horrible fits of anxiety, apparently without cause, or otherwise a feeling of emptiness and fatigue in the head.

I miss you.. I miss you.. I miss you..

The whole thing about long distance is this shattered feelings mixed up in your heart. You have to fight with your own thoughts! There are days where I’m okay, and then there are days where the thought of waiting literally consumes my mind and gets me down. I want to be where you are, and I know you want me there too. My heart aches at the thought of having to do distance for another year or longer. I pray that life falls into place for us to where we don’t have to wait and our dreams can happen when we want them too. I’m trying not to get discouraged just yet because anything can happen. That’s just it though, anything can happen. 

Just know that I love you, and I can’t wait until we can have a home together. To come home to one another after a long day. I long for the day where we can finally close this distance. The thought of waiting literally kills me. I just pray closing this distance isn’t far off in our future. I know I am a strong girl who hangs in there for emm let's not give it a figure. It is just like crying myself to sleep seems to be my part time job now..

 Tired of waiting? Just believe something good awaits :')