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24 December 2011

Antara Dosa dan Taubat


Buat dosa, bertaubat sungguh-sungguh, usaha nak tinggal, tiba-tiba jatuh semula, buat dosa balik. Kemudian bertaubat sungguh-sungguh, usaha nak tinggal, tiba-tiba jatuh semula, buat dosa yang sama balik. Dan begitulah. Sehingga akhirnya rasa putus asa tiba.

"Aku ini memang ditakdirkan untuk berdosa dan masuk neraka agaknya."
Maka rasa untuk terus melakukan kejahatan tanpa nak bertaubat datang.

Di sinilah saya mengajak diri saya dan anda berhenti.
Walaupun kita akan berterus-terusan 'gagal', mengapa mesti berhenti berusaha?
Kita tidak tahu sebenarnya takdir kita.

Bukankah lebih indah, kita hidup dengan mempersembahkan kesungguhan kita kepada Allah SWT? Allah bukan zalim. Dia Maha Adil. Dia akan kira usaha kita. Kita dapat berubah, tak dapat berubah, dapat tinggalkan dosa, tak dapat tinggalkan dosa, itu nombor 100.

Mari kita persembahkan yang terbaik kepada Allah SWT. Persembahkan bagaimana kita bersungguh berusaha, struggle, untuk cuci dosa kita, cari redhaNya. InsyaAllah, itu semua Allah kira.

Jangan sesekali putus asa. Bersangka baiklah kepadaNya.
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"Rasa berdosa dan nak bertaubat itu sahaja, sudah satu kepositifan sebenarnya. Ada orang, rasa dosa pun tak ada."

Copied from : Hilal Asyraf (Official)


notakaki : Selamat menyambut umur baru kepada Angah, my second sister. May all your dreams come trueee, dear! :) Thank youuu for being a very good sister to me. I mean, the best sister evahh! xoxo

17 December 2011

forever daddy's girl

Daddy i just wanna let you know this ♥ 


13 December 2011

13.12.11

Salam rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Haih. Tak dapat dah nak tahan rindu dekat blog yang satu ni. Nak meleraikan kebisuan yang menjadi tanda tanya. Heeee! Lama sangat tak bukak sampaikan benda ni dah ade certain things yg berubah eh? Profile blogger semua ade berubah sikit kan. Anyways dah masuk tahun baru ni, empunya diri pon kenalah berubah jugak ye tak. Tahun 2012 bakal menjelang tak lama lagi. Masihi jangan terlalu diagungkan-pesanan sahabiah. Secara ringkas, ini sahaja lah, okay? Rindu-rindu, call jee. Hiks.

Toodles,people :)

05 October 2011

*tears*


La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha...
Tidak Allah membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya...

Kadangkala kita senyum sekadar untuk menutup luka di hati dan kadangkala kita ketawa hanya untuk mengubati kesedihan dalam diri. Adakalanya kita melangkah dengan penuh yakin sedangkan perasaan goyah menunggu rebah. Bila menangis tiada siapa yang tahu. Semuanya demi maruah diri. Walau siapapun kita, di mana kita berada, langit tetap dijunjung,tanah tetap dipijak. Selagi kita hidup,langkah mesti diteruskan. Jangan sesekali kesal dengan nasib diri kerana kita adalah sebahagian dari makhluk Allah yang sedang di uji oleh-NYA..



Kitalah apa yang kita  fikirkan. Kuat atau lemahnya kita adalah dari apa yang kita fikirkan. Peganglah hati supaya kita tidak mudah merasa lemah. Paculah kekuatan diri dengan teguhkan kebergantungan pada Allah, kerana kekuatan hati dan kecekalan jiwa datang daripada-Nya..

25 September 2011

yang sebenarnye aku lupa aku ade blog

Salam alayk. 


Yesss booooo me. I know lame. I'm almost forgotten that I own a blog. Heh. Siapa gelakkan aku,cepat mintak maaf balik! So yeah, this is the new post by me after like a month I keep quiet. Yaa yaa I know many miss me. Im coming Im coming. Ehhh diamlahhh! :D By the way we're still in Syawal,right? About the 1st Syawal that my friends and I had, let just us know how it really feels to celebrate raya without the loved ones. Dahh,aku memang taknak describe,siapa-siapa nak tahu haaa ce bukak blog adik berdua ni. Mereka dah cerita siap-siap hehe. > raya I  raya II <


So,nak katanyaaa,now Im in Malaysiaaaaa. Wawahhh. Dengan sisa cuti yang berbaki lagi dua minggu. Memang rasa nak manfaatkan sampai dah takde manfaat lagi dah. Hehe. Now Im missing them,who're in Egypt sooooo much! Haaa budak kecik pais tuu laa. Nak-nak kami dah berbulan madu selama beberapa hari dekat rumah baru kami. Yeee,kita tahu pais pon rindu kite hek hek. Rindu kite masak kan kan? :P Before balik sempat pergi Maadi with her to have some fun. Fun kami means penuhkan perut weehoo.


Heee ni lah pais with her nuss roasted chicken =)



So safely arrived Malaysia last Thurs. Aisyah yang fetch aku kat KLIA. Stay rumah dia satu malam before fly balik Kelantan. Wee thanks Aisyah for the hospitality! Memalam pegi Tutti Frutti yang dekat Kota Kemuning tuu.





Meet Aisyaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh! =)



Meet Nana Apneaaaaaaaaa! Jadahnyeee -___________________-


Tapi tuu laahh sedih jugak bila balik time nii. Mana ade orang dah nak keluar dating hangout ke. Semua dah berdegree dah haa. Kesepian tauuu iskkkk :'( Tapi takpe,geng maktab sedia menemani haha. Aku baru je lepas berdating dengan Nani! Berdua youuuuuuuu! Eh dating mestilah berdua kiki :P Kaaaan?



Yawww this is my Inani hulla balooo! <3 Aku gile selekeh time ni uhuk uhuk. Dengan kasut yang tercabut tapak terus pergi KB Mall vroom vroom dengan Nani untuk cari kasut baru. Harussss! Hahaha. Nani ade upload gambar kami ni dekat FB dia. *perlu ke bagitahu?
Then lepas tu met Mirah and Ijey. Okay lupa nak ambik gambar sebab soon gonna meet again! :D

And last but not leastttt,semalam my mum ade buat open house for closing raya. Yay dapat jugak aku merasa raya hehe. Dah la hari tu tak malu pergi sekolah mama sebab ade buat majlis sambutan hari raya. Aku kan memang tak pemalu haaaaaaaa!




Okay cukup dah kot. Haha kenapa aku macam wartawan pergi lapor semua benda aku buat latelyyyy ni??! Well sebab aku takde modal nak update blog huahua :B


Adios!

30 August 2011

malam raya

Salam Alayk.

Seakan aku sudah bertekad untuk tidak bercakap mengenai raya. Tapi apalah daya. Dugaan dan tamparan yang maha hebat sudah tidak dapat ditahan lagi :'( Air mata kekeringan,penat menangisi nasib diri. Ditambah seakan satu beban dan rasa yang bersalah kerana aku di sini,jauh di perantauan,membiarkan ibu ayah tercinta menyambut lebaran tanpa anak yang dikasihi. Betapa aku rasa berdosa,sungguh! 

'Hadiah' paling bermakna juga telah kuterima di malam raya. Seakan bergegar lagi di cuping telinga,masih terngiang-ngiang,menggantikan takbir raya yang sayup merdu pastinya didengari seluruh alam semesta bumi Malaysia. Pasrahhh. 


Namun,segala kesedihan,keperitan ini,tentu  saja hanya aku yang mengerti akannya. Yang pasti, kemeriahan hari lebaran tetap disambut dalam suasana yang sangat membahagiakan oleh kaum keluarga,sanak saudara,sahabat handai dan kesayangan yang berada jauh di mata tetapi sentiasa dekat di hati




Dengan itu, saya mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN kepada semua yang mengenali diri ini. Sesungguhnya aku hanya insan yang sentiasa melakukan dan mengulangi kesilapan diri. Kerdil sungguh diri ini di sisiNya. Ya Allahhh...





28 August 2011

regret much

O Allahhhh. What am I doingggggg??? Astaghfirullah Al Azimmm. Astaghfirullah...


23 August 2011

we got issue

Okay,ini sudah percubaan yang ke-4 untuk menghasilkan entri baru.  Ergh.

Salam alayk.

Selamat berjumpa kembali. Actually,seriously sekarang ni aku rasa macam takde idea langsung nak buat modal bercakap dalam blog ni. Dah banyak percubaan yang aku hasilkan dan memang akan berakhir dengan 'draft saved'. Kadang tak menyempat nak berblogging bila ada ada modal. Tapi bila dah bagi salam,pause. Idea dah kering balik macam ada kuasa yang menyerap. And pernah jugak terlintas nak hapuskan blog ini. Ya,aku memang tak pandai bercakap, menulis dan apa-apa yang membawa erti yang sama. Lagi pula, aku memang akan mengarut sepanjang penulisan di dalam blog ini seperti yang aku tengah lakukan sekarang ni. Dan diharapkan dengan keadaan yang santai sekarang ni sambil mendengar lagu raya,aku dapat buat satu entri hari ni.

Okay,bila kita bercakap pasal perasaan,please libatkan semua girls atau women kerana kita sememangnya sama. Adalah beberapa hari lepas aku merajinkan diri berblogwalking setelah almost sebulan aku jadi orang yang buta,pekak dan bisu yang memang tak menghiraukan dunia blog ni. Kebanyakkannya,blogger lelaki akan semangat gila nak mamp mempertahankan golongan mereka dan sesuka hati mengutuk orang perempuan. Dan begitulah vice versanya. Sebenarnya,benda ni dah lama,kan? Ok,aku perasan lah benda tu. Takdelah aku ni lame sangat. Berbalik kepada bercakap mengenai perasaan tadi, hanya perempuan yang faham perempuan. Kau nak cakap kau emo ke,hati kau mudah tersentuh ke,kau rasa itu,rasa ini ke,kau sangat dialukan untuk share sesama korang. Memang partner group tu akan cakap,haa ye ye kitaorg faham macam mana rasa tu rasa ni blahblahblah. Dan sebenarnya aku memang tak faham kenapa aku cakap perasaan ni sebab most of the time, perempuan jugak yang banyak menyakitkan hati aku,yang lebih menggalakkan aku menangis dan menyebabkan dosa aku berlipat-ganda. Okay faham tak apa yang aku cuba nak sampaikan?? Tamat modal 1.


Seterusnya,sempena bulan Ramadhan ini,pernah tak korang rasa at least nak ubah satu atau dua habit korang yang tak sopan tu? Tolonglah,Ramadhan ni sebulan je. Paling-paling pon,tangguhlah kejap habit tu. Hormatilah bulan penuh keberkatan ni. Okay mesti tak faham lagi kan? Sekarang ni,aku rasa malas nak bukak facebook. Kalau online pon tengok movie or whatever else. So, bila sekali dua online tu, tiba-tiba naik pulak dekat newsfeed aku yang dua or tiga orang ni tengah merungut mengarut hape tah. Okaylaa,mula-mula buat status cam ada tak puas hati. Bila ada orang komen,blahblahblah,haiiiii dah start jemaah mengata mengutuk mengeji semua tu. Yeeee,kalau kau tak puas hati ke apa ke dengan orang yang membuatkan mata dan telinga kau panas,tak usahla sampai nak condemn mati-mati kat dalam facebook tu. Kau tahu tak perbuatan tu sangat buruk? Kalau tak tahan sangat,jumpa geng kau tu kat luar,then korang mengutuk lah sesama korang sampai korang rasa puas. Tak perlu rasanya nak melampiaskan rasa tak puas hati tu dekat facebook. Aku tahu,benda yang kau perbahaskan tu sangat betol,aku pon geram dengan perangai manusia dalam facebook ni yang most of them really got me annoyed. Tapi bila orang lain yang tengok and baca pon akan rasa kau ni sangatlah tak sopan dan tak menjaga perasaan komuniti sejagat. Dan mana tahu orang yang selama ni tengah usha kau dekat facebook tengok benda tu terus macam 'Aishh muluttt,nasib baik cantik.' Lepas tu tak usha kau dah. Tu kalau cantik,kalau buruk? Mesti lagi naya, 'Muka dahla macam &%#@? mulut pulak lepas macam tu je.' Yang penting,selalu cool dan jangan cepat melatah eh? Untuk tak nampak 'gilaa baik weh kau!' Ya,memang aku pernah buat jugak benda-benda ni,tapi tu SEBELUM ni. Kiranya dah lama stop dan sebab tu aku cakap,at least,ubah la kan sempena bulan baik ni. Aku tahu sekarang ni pon aku macam sedang mengodemn jugak. Maaf sangat-sangat. Tapi this one more like to nak bagi peringatan,okay? Never get me wrong. Just,pleaseee. And aku macam tak kisah jugaklah sebab most of them yang jemaah mengutuk ni bukan kawan aku. Dan kalau ada kawan aku yang lakukan benda ni,ok sangat kecewa. Tamat modal 2.

Ohhh,semalam out of sudden im quoting. Sebabnye aku ni memang yang jenis susah nak faham orang lain,dan sangat mudah terasa hati. Macam mana nak explain kesusahfahaman aku ni ye. Lets say adalah sorang kawan aku ni nak belajar. So,bila aku ajak dia borak-borak, mestilah dia cakap dia nak belajar kaaaan? Dan aku sepatotnye faham laah kan? Tapi oleh kerana aku ni orang yang susah nak faham bahase,tuuuup! Masa tu jugak aku akan terasa hati dan bila kawan aku tegor balik lepas tu,aku akan balas acuh tak acuh. Haaaa. Kesian kan dekat kawan aku tu. Bughuk bebenor ah aku,seriyusssss! So here it is;


'sometimes,acceptance is not always that easy. but rebellion does.'
Nak share something, kalau kira macam nak concludekan apa yang aku merepek merapu hari ni pon boleh jugak. Ehee. 
i. Tiada manusia yang sempurna
ii.Jangan terlalu melihat kejahatan dan penganiyaan orang lain terhadap kita
iii.Jangan terlalu mengambil hati dengan kata-kata dan perbuatan orang lain
iv.Berlapang dada (serendah-rendah ukhwah itu adalah berlapang dada dan setinggi-tinggi tahap ukhwah adalah melebihkan saudara dari diri sendiri-Imam Hassan Al-Banna)
Nice kan?? Benda ni memang buat aku termenung barang sejam dua lepas subuh tadi :'(
Syukran jazilan. Rabbuna yusahhel.

07 August 2011

earth do turn around

Salam alayk.

Sorry for being M.I.A for quite a long period. Few things just appeared in the same time. 

I dont know how to start. So, lets begin with what I saw just now. After fetching my sister at her school, on our way, we stopped a while because of the traffic light. There were a mother and her son (8 y/o) on a motorcycle. Her son was so sleepyyyy and he slept on his mother's back. Somehow, his mother tried to wake him up, worried if he might fell off. So, she poked and poked her son few times until he awake and laugh. Ohmygoddd that scene was so sweeeet :)

Second thing is y'know, after every fight, every argument, every heart break. At the end of the day none of it even matters anymore. Because you’d rather keep the relationship, and let the problem go. Not keep the problem and let the relationship go. No matter what happens, No matter how much it hurts. Nothing is more important than that person. And for you, may you have a safe journey ahead,love. And happy study in advance! Medic is fun yaww :D (okay sangat cliche -.-')

Third thing is lets us pray harder in this barakah month :)  
Sabda Rasulullah;
ثَلاَثَةٌ لاَ تُرَدُّ دَعْوَتُهُم: الصَّائِمُ حَتَّى يُفْطِرَ، وَالإِمامُ العادِلُ، وَدَعْوَةُ المَظْلُومِ
“Tiga manusia yang tidak akan ditolak doa mereka (oleh Allah); Orang yang berpuasa hinggalah ia berbuka, Imam (pemimpin) yang adil, Doa orang yang dizalimi”.
(Riwayat Imam Tirmizi dan Ibnu Majah dari Abu Hurairah r.a.)

and it is better late than never,

Happy Fasting,everybody!
RAMADHAN KAREEM :)

25 July 2011

words

"He knows what is best for us better than we do :') Nana sayang, awak mesti kuat! Don't worry we are always here to lend a help, be strong honey be strong. You can do much better this time, go na!!

No Fatanah, u got to stayyy strong! Ujian ni kecik je untuk org kuat macam kauu :) Trust me kau boleh! People do fail in life, but the value shines whenever they rise up from falling. U are among them, tunjuk kat satu dunia yg kau pun boleh buat"-A'isyah

22 July 2011

 

yess,last night was a nightmare :'(

21 July 2011

stick with you

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride in our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me  ♥  

18 July 2011

you can take my breath away

If this entry could be privated so that only you can read it, I will do so because many  sides involve. But unlucky me, just a dream. Seriously I dont know how to explain this feeling. Berperang dengan perasaan sendiri ni susah tahu? I'll not be able to make you upset with me anymore. But you're the one who started it unconsciously :/ But no doubt, you're still far too kind.


For the time being, let my facebook account seeks for its serenity.

15 July 2011

listen to this

one fact:

love the guy who loves catssssssss



comel kan kalau macam ni? awhh........................


notakaki : i love the beautiful girls too but sometimes they really makes me feel insecure. what a gross. okay this is serious :|

12 July 2011

gen X nite

Some snapshots on Grand Dinner past few days. Hmm actually, im not really into this dinner. Dont ask me why, just kurang feeling. Orang pakai glamor habis, saya cukuplah sekadar itu. Wahh, bercakap cukup baik. Hehe. Love the food, enjoy the performances, enough with that :)







As I can remember, this is my first time wearing red scarf/shawl. Dipaksaaa >.<  Anyway, red is howt what :D


notakaki : i miss that in white girl :'(

11 July 2011


please give me money

In light of everything that's happening in Malaysia right now...  All of a sudden everybody has an opinion and they want to voice it out. Teett there's no relation with what I'm going to say after this actually. Hehe.

Y'know at last we've found a new house. Being tired with Egyptian is normal but terima je lah kan. The house rent hurm is quite okay compared to current house. Alhamdulillah, finally I got my single room-just-for-me. Teehee! :))) Like like! Bilik I gila besar tahap satu family boleh datang Egypt and then stay in my room. Wah wah over tak. 

But everybody knows, it's not an easy thing to move in and move out. I mean, need much costs of course! Like thousandssss. Normal thing right? So, keep calm and carry on. Hee.




notakaki : the most annoying feeling is when it comes to exam zone, berlumba-lumba nak update blog. but when exam is over, rasa malas tak hengat. ohh sibuk sangat membeli-belah gamaknyee -.-"

08 July 2011

07 July 2011

DAY-3

chicken tikka

Yahh finally the final exam is over, yesterday but not to forget one more English paper to go hewhew. So, as planned we went to Chicken Tikka last night in Mohandeseen. But for Neena and me, we did go early as we had something to settle down. Actually, y'know in Egypt it is illegal for us girls to go out at night if there's no an ustaz or 'mushrif' together with us. It's more to precaution and for good. Somehow, we did it last night *and many times before ;)*

Since before this I've never been in Mohandeseen at night, I was so impressed. It was just too nice to have night view here. Maybe bcs ini tempat orang kaya-kaya? Haha whatever.


So, the rest came at 9.00 omg why so latee? Hee. Then, mama chose menu for the dinner. Yummayhh! Okay snap snap first :p






Now look at everybody makan-makan. Dont search for me. Im invisible. (Elehh,cakap je la kau horror time makan makan)




Yeehaa after semua dah buntal buntal, we did go to the dataran along Mohandeseen Street but since it was already late, we just took few minutes there for photoshoot tapi takde DSLR la tapi tsk tsk.





Okay thats all. We did go back early at 12 in the midnight ;) Last night was a blast! Next agenda pleasee? Hee. Love ya all muuaahhh!

06 July 2011

05 July 2011

DAY-1

enough said

-PHYSIOLOGY-

MEMANG TAK BOLEH BUAT SANGAT-SANGAT.

ADE APE HAL?

DAH. 

TAK PAYAH CAKAP BANYAK. 

*senyap* 



Pujuk Dina, "Allah itu bersifat mengikut sangkaan hambaNya. Jika kita bersangka baik, baiklah Allah. Jika kita bersangka buruk, buruklah Allah. Tawakkal eaaa"

P/S : takziah Balqis sayang. Semoga Abah Balqis ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang  yang beriman,insyaAllah. Ore tahu, berat mata memandang,berat lagi bahu memikul :'(


 i just need to talk to you


03 July 2011

BESTIE

A very nice person I'd meet. Took just few moments, for us to get along with.  She's too understanding and happening,believe me. Lucky me to have this one precious girl named Siti  Fatihah. The closest friend I have in Egypt. Really? Hehe. Ohh seriously, I envy for those who can stay beside you :p  I miss you,  babe. I miss your laugh, I miss your concern and everything. Thanks for always being my strength. Huk3 wait for me in Zaqaziq okayy? I'm fighting here, for Physio. Pray for my me and my life. Love you :*






P/S : semek I'm sorry,baru tengok your entry on my birthday haha lame me ;) Btw thanks lots wehh serious terharu sangat naseb baik xbabak tiyok kokse jah hahaha :D

01 July 2011

'HAPPY' J.U.L.Y !!

By putting the world happy before July upright there, I'm really hoping that July can truly give me the happiness that I'm seeking for. Okay,for some reasons maybe. Lets make a checklist throughout this month :)


                           #Physiology Written Exam
                           #Physiology Oral Exam
                           #Grand Dinner dress hunting
                           #English Exam
                           #Grand Dinner GEN X
                           #G2G members' party
                           #Shopping for Malaysia Homecoming 
                           #Travelling around Egypt
                           #Dreampark (Yayy!)
                           #Going back to Malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! :D


Okay,all together is about 10 events plus and minus. Make sure that I end the Physiology proudly first hikhik. InsyaAllahhh. July, please be nice to me. ILOVEYOU!


30 June 2011

The 100th Post

Yes, just like mentioned above. This is my 100th post. Lets do something special for this time. Hee. Something special must go to someone special isn't it. So here it is :)

I know I barely do this as others maybe. But you know me well,don't you?

 

 


For the one who I care the most,thanks for every single thing you had done for me. I mean, e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. Its too lotsss,I know. Always being too patient with me is you :) Baik hati sangat macam tu lahh. Hehe. You made each of my dreams come so true. You tried your level best to fulfil what I'm demanding for. I just don't know how to show that I appreciate you much as mine. But see! One of my efforts proved! Hee. Y'know, I'm scared because there's only one of you. Three years, not a short period though. I'm always praying and keep asking HIM so that HE gives the perfect ending for us and paling penting; you get the chance to pursue in the future undertaking that you're dreaming of. You deserve for it,love. Anyhow, HE knows the best for you. And and of courseee we can discuss in our study together after this! Muehehe. Errr via skype? Pon bolehhh :D




You are the best bestfriend of mine. 
Merci beaucoup. Je t'adore MSA








fyi,i dont even care if YOU girl wanna condemn me again or whatsoever,
you can write anything you want in your blog,
i know this post gonna give you a gross, 
like i careeee :)

26 June 2011

yes,this is what we're craving for! grrrr

Nikon D3100 14.2MP Digital SLR Camera with 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 AF-S DX VR Nikkor Zoom Lens

Someone said that this is cool enough for a beginner. Well, I'll get it once I'm in Malaysia. Amboihh, banyak la sangat duit tu kaan? Muehehe. Moneyy moneyy, come to meeeeeee~

 Short review on D3100 : 

  • record full 1080p HD videos
  • built around a 14.2 CMOS sensor and a 3 inch LCD
  • Live View shooting
  • wider ISO range ( 100-3200 expandable to 12800)
  • 18-55mm VR lens
  • Harga: Rm2,100++ , £579.99 , $699 , €599
                                                              

                                                                       :D
 

25 June 2011

mom ñ dad



IF I COULD HUG BOTH OF YOU RIGHT NOW,
THEN YOU'LL KNOW HOW MUCH IM SUFFERING ALL THIS WHILE :'(



THE ONES WHO WILL ALWAYS BACK ME UP,
I LOVE YOU TO DEATH :(


ive deactivated my facebook acc

24 June 2011

Sometimes we need the happiness

Done with the oral last morning, we straight away went to Tahrir as we wanna grab our Visa. Unfortunately, Im the one who always hook up with Tahrir (haha) got my Visa undone yet. Ohmyyy I felt like Im screaming at the counter. Lucky me, Ive Indonesian friend there who can talk politely with the officer. While waiting the Visas for 2 hours, we went somewhere to feed our tummy. And after that, yeahh of couse we went for shopping! Lalalala. I got new maxi with belt. My friends bought few skirts and blouses as well. Tahrir is a heaven for those shoppaholic like err okay like us! ;))

Everybody was so tired and we're on our way back home. For dinner, there's an agreement between the chef of the day from each house. They want to cook Nasi Minyak today! However, its a must that Dina who'll be the master chef hehe. Dina stays with seniors in Abou Risy. My housemates made some puding roti and agar-agar. Natrah brought the juice. Thanks Natrah and Natrah also staying with the seniors. So,yes we had a great dinner last night! We laughed lots,yes we're happy.






:'(


When people cry
its not because they are weak.....


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 but because 
they have been strong for too long..


*always be kind,for everyone is fighting a hard battle.

23 June 2011

kenapa hari ni rasa sangat penat dan penat?

Hurm nothing much to say about today. Biochemistry was not helping me at all :( Tired of always not performing well in exam. Sometimes, im willing to ; when somebody ask me how about the exam, then ill answer confidently, "Yahh,Alhamdulillah great :))))))))" WHENNNNNNN will it happen?

And tomorrow, continue with the oral but hell yes, i dont have any spirit left by now. They are running no where. I did skype with the fam for about 3 hours just now and i feel relief. By talking to the little boy,listening to his voice. Pfffttttt. I talked to him till i fall asleep hihi while he was busy playing computer games -.-' An hour after that, about 11pm something, i heard a soft voice, " Kakak kakak, bangunnn. Adik nok tutup computer doh ni. Bangun kakkk." Goshhh, his voiceee. Kakak love you adik moahmoah! :*



And i just miss few moments that gave me something from each.


I'll (always) find you because I know you'll be there for me just like the stars during the day.
*mr.photog phewwit! ;)



A very very very best friend you are! Understands me like no one can do better than you :')



Ini serious gambar lama. Guwa tak tipu ahh :p Hey youuu! Please please wait for my homecoming! Then, we'll conquer the world. Gonna celebrate our anniversary yaww. I MISS YOU MUCHOSSS BESTIE!



Awww muka orang mengamuk tuuu ;) Well cuzzy, for sure you're one of them who lighten up my day kehkeh. I know you miss me loads. That's why yang suruh I balik awal tu kan kan? Elehhh :p


Okay done with all the old pictures but fresh memories,here

21 June 2011

Only One

Cry when you want to cry. Don’t purposely hold in your sadness
I’ll embrace you so that you can smile again

When you’re tired, I’ll lend you my shoulder so that you can rest for a bit
I pray no tears in your dreams
I know you’ll fly high in your life

Although this world tries to look at you with a small view
I can confidently say you’re the only one

Find your broken dreams again. Don’t say that you can’t
I will help you to make that dream come true

When you feel like you can’t breathe, close your eyes for a bit and think about your future

I pray no tears in your dreams
I know you’ll fly high in your life

Although this world tries to look at you with a small view
I can confidently say you’re the only one

Uh I’ll protect you and stay by your side as tears flow
Just rest without any worries in my embrace

The sadness formed in your eyes that won’t fall
In your dreams there are rough dark clouds that don’t show but
you smile. Don’t hold back your hurt anymore
Just throw it high into the sky. I want to go towards the end now
Open up the wings that were folded away. Take my hand

Don’t cry again

I pray no tears in your dreams
I know you’ll fly high in your life

Although hearts that changed coldly may not know you,
who is cooler than anyone, stay by my side. You’re the only one
 
Sometimes, you'll find there's nobody could really understand at the moment you need them the most :'( Please don't be worried. I just said it 'sometimes'.

17 June 2011

a HOUSE is not a HOME

Oh my god, I feel like crying all over tonight. I wanna go back home so badly. I miss home, I miss papa, I miss mama, I miss the kiddos. Sobs! :'( Nobody knows what I feel deep inside. Pleaseee, I need to go far far away from Cairo. Just pleaseee :'( I want to stay apart. Im broken. Tears rolling down. Mom dad, really need your companion. Cant help it while skype-ing with papa just now, just telling him that the connection was not so good as I didn't want papa to see her strong growing daughter was crying in front of him. I tried my best to cover the voice. Sometimes, I stopped a moment. I didn't want papa to ask WHY Im crying because I will continuosly lied by answering the same-study problem. Ohh Goddd :( Whyyy she's always giving me a damn.


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It is so sick when it comes to examination. Yes, I mean all the examination, not only finale. It's stressing! Many said never make yourself depressed while you're studying.  Make it fun make it fun. Goshh, iff and only if I can. No, I cant make it even a-fun-so-called-activity as I will not concentrate at all. Main-main boleh aa. Memorising is the most annoying part. Huu sorry for using kinda word but I cant stand, And it ends by cannot perform well in the question's sheet if I DONT CHANGE :(