Out of concious, i was crying yesterday. Something crossed my mind. Something that i always dreamt of yet still never get it since :( Masa sekolah menengah, nampak kawan-kawan senang je nak dapat benda tu, but not for me. I keep hoping and believe that i'll get it someday. Sadly, till today, it is not more than dream. Without hesitation, i texted mama with few drops (read:a pail) of tears rolling on my cheeks *huk3*
"Kak,tak payah sedih..jangan mengharap apa-apa dari orang,nanti kita yang frust..nanti mama belikan untuk kakak..duduk jauh dari keluarga jangan sedih-sedih..ingat harapan mama dan papa..mama pun sedih jugak..anggap je hal kecil..mama cayang kakak.." - MAMA
That's how mama replied my text. 4 5 kali jugak daku nangis semalam haa duk ulang baca mesej ni. Each word..... It heals me however. Aaahhhhhhh i miss you, momm! True enough, jangan nak mengharap apa-apa lagi daripada orang lepas ni. Lepas tu diri sendiri jugak yang frust berbotol-botol. Haihh. Nama je dah besar panjang, hati tu budak-budak jugak (:P)
Sweetheats of mine. I love you both!
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