heart & feeling

Okay first thing first. Grateful towards HIM as I stay safe and secure in HIS guardian. Currently, I'm in Jeddah, Arab Saudi. Everybody here lives well. So people, no worries, okay.

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Hurm... By now, I don't wish to tell the unforgettable-palestine-liked-memories that I went through in few days ago. Just got something to tell that I can't express by actions nor anyhow medium I could reach. 

I don't know how to start this. I just found something in myself and I totally don't like it. You know what? I'm not comfort as I used to. You'll never understand this because I won't let you understand. You should understand it by your own.

I'm hurt.